Letting go life

Damn the minds looking for that inside of their heart, nothing but self-love and pain neglected allocation. Who is then preprared for pain and delussion? How then, can choices be made if pain is what u hate to feel, if pain is what u are running from? Insecure of myself I am, thou a refresh bliss of emotionless thoughts spread "virus like" among my mind, for this path of careless emotions refines me towards higher ethics, to choose what's needed to be choosen wihtout life expectancy, self-love renevue, and caring characteristics, refusing the one "will" shadow from growing into a god like super being, without refering to ourselves as temporarily mortal passengers. Go and go and let go that what holds up your spirit, for it's here to ascend with nothing but will and thoughts created among your own understanding of absolute values.